SYLVIA is not looking for trouble but love

Ironically me

2009-08-07T22:20:00.000-07:00

OMGWTF. It's been a friggin long time since the last time I blogged. OK I lied before when I said I will update this blog as often as I could. But I didn't mean to. I was very serious when I was saying it! but unfortunately internet connection I had was really suck. Seriously.

Enough with my deepest apology. Many things which are incredibly more important are coming out from my mouth:

Firstly, I'm on a three-month holiday. I found out a holiday this long is really a pain in the ass. In the first month, I was so glad that I could just taking naps all day long, eat as much as I could, watch dvds, browsing and sightseeing at malls, and blahblah. Second month, when I was almost run out of cash I started to realize that I was becoming chubbier (I mean fatter)---which absolutely was a disaster, and all my laziness revealed to the world. I ate, went to sleep, showered, ate, slept, and so on. That was just stupid. I was thinking about holiday. ooh forget about it. I thought teens at my age are not supposed to save money just for a beach picnic. It's just silly. So I decided to keep the money for my savings. Ironically the money was gone outta nowhere. hahahaha. Third month--now I'm so broke!!!

Secondly, I tried to eat healthy diet. It worked. I exercised a lot. I even made one special book- like an agenda to jot down all foods I ate. Ironically I failed just because I couldn't control my emotion. I ate so much that you can't normally imagine when I got mad.

Thirdly, I had been through a lot of argument. I don't even think I can handle it anymore. and I made one terrible mistake, something I don't want to do it again, ever. I know things ALWAYS went bad when I lost my temper. And BANG! It just happened. For what I did, what I can say is only, "I'M SO SORRY I NEVER MEANT THAT TO BE HAPPENED".

Fourthly, A lot of memories were recorded right in my heart. Rest in Peace my bestest buddy in M class, Arditya Hardaya. We're all missing you!

OK that's all for now. I'm gonna continue watching my Jun Pyo.

Ciao, sylbree

What a Week!

2009-05-09T20:25:00.000-07:00

Last week was so hectic, I almost didn't have any time to be alone and that's pretty good..

Things happened last week:

1. My little sister arrived here and she's going to stay here for exactly a month!

2. I managed to skip classes (I really don't want this to happen anymore!:'( )

3. Last week was a shopping week. I had a really great time.

4. I ate my favorite food almost everyday!!!

5. My hubby seemed to be gone. He disappeared. Kinda made me upset.

6. I decided. I had to buy a new rug for my room.

7. I bought some DVDs and of course I watched the new episode of gossip girl! (I missed gossip girl so much!)

8. Watched America's Best Dance Crew Season 1 & 3. GREAT SHOW!

9. Had a short-time photo session, finally!!!

Things didn't happen last week (my plan didn't work out :p):

1. Exercising, Working out, Getting Fit.

2. Getting a new edgy haircut.

3. Picking my sister up at the airport.

4. Being Nice by showing some attention to my friends (I didn't even answering their phone calls!)

5. Having a romantic dinner with Zachary Quinto (Of course it didn't, and it won't!)

6. Getting attention from my hubby. He neglected me. (need a social worker soon, works for a neglected baby, right?)

Taking me for granted, aren't you?

2009-05-04T07:49:00.000-07:00

I just want to make sure everything's clear. I don't have any idea what's going on here. I feel stupid. I feel wasted. I feel underappreciated. Somehow I feel the more I tried, the more I failed. I don't usually seem to have a problem with a guy, but actually I do, now. OK, I just need some more time alone (with my sister) to find out what is really going on and figure a way out of this problem.

Is it really worth it? Or is it all just a total waste of time?

I really need some getaway. I think a vacation would be great:)

sylbree

TRYNA GET BACK!!

2009-04-25T23:43:00.000-07:00

It's sunday.

Here is my what-to-do list (more like GOAL list):

1. Eat out

I'm planning to have a special dinner!XD

2. Have a french manicure

Time to love my self more!

3. Cleaning up my room

It's already cleaned up, though

4. Finish reading movie magazines :P

5. MPS homework.

Go , go, go!

6. Have a photoshoot for....

Guess I'll keep it my self :p

7. Exercise!!

I'll pay gym visits, 3 times a week

8. Be nice and friendly to anyone but .!@#$

9. Get rid of acnes.

Getting closer!!XD

10. Have a nice dream

I already did, last night!! :p

OK that's for today!! I just need to keep my blog updated, so.... XP XOXO mmuacks!

:(

2009-04-20T23:27:00.000-07:00

NO NEED TO SMILE RIGHT NOW, I'M STRESSED OUT. How could I possibly manage to skip class (Introduction to Accounting 2)? I know that I had been beyond my limit. This morning I woke up and I was completely exhausted. I have asked XXX for a help, but she said she couldn't do it (again!). I just want may life get back to normal and I can be someone who I was.

This Semester's Sucks!

sitting here. expect miracle to come.

love. sylbree

The Muis' part 2

2009-04-20T20:51:00.000-07:00

THE MUIS' PART TWO 1ST YOUNGER SISTER, AZZIE. She's a 17 year-old girl. Unlike her older sister (it's me!) she likes spending her time alone with her novel books. She looks more like Mom than Pop. He's a big fan of Jabbawockeez (America's Best Dance Crew season 1) and a thing what I like is she always dance. always. We often dance together in her room (It's just a crazy dance, not a real one. lol). She has an exquisite taste in music and spends a lot of time singing the rhyme and rapping!

Now she's going to graduate from high school and wants to continue her study at a Technology Institute. She's a Math Freak, though. She's a cool geek!! love you sista!!

love, sylbree-I am not the one who always judge people from their apperance---

in picture(left to right): Azzie, Me

BFF part 1- Rere

2009-04-20T19:31:00.000-07:00

PRETTY ANGGRAENI. I met her about 2 years ago, my first day at University of Indonesia. I could say she was totally unique and different from others. At the time I fell in love with her she wore bangles, Red-Framed Glasses (And she sticked a paper with her name on it!), she played Tamagotchi, her cellphone color was painted shocking red! Something that I would never do to my cellphone.lol.

Now she goes to the same classes with me. She's still different!! She is crazy about milk , oreo and she's completely obsessed with dogs (She really wants to have a St. Bernard). The picture ( I also set it as the background image of my twitter profile) is taken a week ago when she was just got back from Balikpapan, Borneo, Indonesia, for a vacation on easter day and she brought me a stone bracelet. same colors as hers and kat (my another bff).

Now she's one of my close friends! Love you, Rere!!!

What I've Been Doing These Days

2009-04-20T07:08:00.000-07:00

I don't know why lately, my days become the most boring week I've ever had. Suddenly I feel

I miss my homework, my business, and mu routine. So I decided what to do on my free days-surfing the internet all day, downloading music, and movies! But a thing that's important that I wanna to talk about is I play Indonesian Travian these few days. lol

A week ago my boyfriend said ,"why don't you play travian?". At first, Travian (travian.co.id) sounds not very interesting to me.

It's a browser RPG game where we grow a community (actually a village) of one of these tribes: Romans, Gauls, and Teutons.

When your village is ready (big enough) you can start attacking other villages, and actually that's the kind of game that I love! The world of travian is quite complex, not very complex, though, you'll get a tutorial when you're playing it for the first time. That'll be easy!

Travian is not the only one browser game I've been playing, I also play Gaia online's zOMG! (gaiaonline.com), and it's fun!!! You should give it a try!

love y'all

Nasi Goreng Aceh, Yum-O!!

2009-04-19T05:44:00.000-07:00

I've just had my dinner @Pidie 2000 Depok. I ate Nasi Goreng Aceh and it was insanely tasty, spicy, and delicious at the same time!!! Rice is fried with special recipe from Aceh, Indonesia and served with shallot pickles and emping ("melinjo" chips). There was also noodles with the same taste, it is called Mie Goreng Aceh and it was yummy, too.

TRY IT!! five-star recommended:D

THE MUIS'-part 1, my parents

2009-04-19T02:46:00.000-07:00

""Ohana" means "family." "Family" means "no one gets left behind." But if you want to leave, you can. I'll remember you though.--Lilo and Stitch (2002)"

THE MUIS' PART 1- PARENTS. Everyone has a family, and of course I do, too. I have a small family with 5 members in it. I can say my family is doing great all the time. We're communicative, loving, and need each other. And I will tell you a story of this great family.

My Pop, Abdul, did not grow in a wealthy, rich family. He was one of the rural people who lived far from the city. Even, he had to build a raft to get to school when he was in 7th grade. He is a very great man. He could do everything. He moves from Indonesia to Germany when he was in age of 20. It's great, right? since he came from a very isolated village in Indonesia. H

e has a big interest in photography and had captured more than 5000 images of his family (I guess It's more than 5000). He loves cooking, baking, cleaning up our house together, and doing all of women's stuff. That's why I love him! He let us(me, my sisters, and my mom) doing everything together. And I would be glad to do all chores!!

My Mom, Buraida, raised in a spiritual, wholesome family. She's like "God's always watching us" or something type of mom. I really love it, SOMETIMES.

But I remember the time when she was chasing us(me and my sisters) all around my house in order to make us say a prayer or whatever. lol. After all, my mom seems to be the greatest mom I've ever known. She has a faith in her girls, she trust me more than he does in her friends, which I love:). My father "dragged" her with him to Germany in 1989, the first year of their marriage and moved back to Indonesia in 1997.

Now, Both of them live in Jambi, Indonesia. Continuing their lives raising their 3 girls and sharing their happiness together. They eat laughter everyday and I'm sure they'll never get old inside!!!

XOXO

I Know it's Been a While Since..

2009-04-19T02:28:00.000-07:00

It's been a year since my last blog post, quite a long time though. When I woke up this morning, the first thing I wanted to do was writing. And in this blog it all starts fresh:D. I really hope this one will be my last blog because I don't want to start it over and over again.

I'm gonna keep this blog updated since I've just got my computer installed with a brand new modem so that I'm gonna stay connected all the time and write about important and unimportant things. I don't care about what people have in mind when they're reading this, actually all I care about is me, my self, keep writing on this blog until the end of time.

lol

OK, this is getting so pointless when I'm talking about what I'm going to write, to tell everyone in this blog. So, I won't be talking about it. Just eat these pieces of my writings all!

XOXO.